Last night was a strange night.There was a party going on next door and I was compelled to meet these people.Some of them turned out to be alright people but they really weren't the type of people I would want to hang out with.Yet we did hangout just about all night.We played Halo and those people were cool but the actual guy that was throwing the party next door was kind of weird.I'm not sure if it was because he was really drunk or what but he didn't seem to have the most wit's about him and was pretty annoying.It took me a while to go out there and meet those people so there wasn't many people left over by that time.Like I said some of them were alright but they are just different.I also didn't like how disrespectful they were to Chris's parent's property.There is blood on the sidewalk from where a fight broke out and they also were throwing each other into the flower bushes cause there were pedals every where.There are beer cans and broken glass as well as a t-shirt of all thing's on the lawn.I told them that they needed to clean that up and they never did.Last night there were many fights and people came and left.Then a while later I came out,introduced myself,and hung out.Talked to them and got to know them a little.They were fairly young people.I think the oldest was 19.I drank one beer and smoked one cigarette.Regretting the cigarette cause now I have a nasty taste residue left over.I do now wish that I hadn't gone out there.Cause I don't really want that neighbor guy coming around here and hanging out with me.I would rather be alone than with that guy.I can't believe I gave him my email and other info.I just get caught up in those thing's cause I want to meet new people and be a part of something.But now I know not everybody is cool as I think and just cause there is a party going on I shouldn't be so tempted to go over.Hopefully that guy will forget about me eventually and I'll never have to see him again.Party's are just so attractive to me.The women,potential friends,booze,and just activity.I will remember this experience and be smarter next time a party goes on near me.This is my first bad experience.Oh....I just want to get out of this place.Away from all the gang banger want to be's and crazy people.I actually met people that claimed to be gang members tonight.This guy was pretty big but didn't look like much.People are just dumb.I was watching a thing on Mickey Mantle the other day and it made me so badly want to move out to the country.I would love to play baseball too.I wonder if they have thing's like how we have softball here but for baseball.It suck's how you can't sign up for baseball unless you are in little league here.But yeah I'm just more of a calm kind of person and just want to be in a more calm place.I just want to find a nice girl instead of the girl's that are out here.Seem's like they're all the same over here.Damn George has killed two baby bird's in about an hour.I don't know what to do it's like when I get there it's too late to do anything other than just let him have his way with them.I know that was a pretty random thing but it was going on when I was typing here.I usually feed the cat's and dog at 7:00 a.m. everyday.I guess he could not wait that long plus he loves mischief being the young cat he is.So now I fed them so they should all be good.Now I need to eventually find sleep,clean house some,get myself cleaned up,and be ready to go by 9 or 10.Cause I am going with Aaron to Chris's friend's house to hang out for a while and then Chris and me will come back here to hang out.I wish he could have spent the whole weekend here.That way last night wouldn't have happened and I could have had more of a weekend.I miss those times.At least I get one day I guess.I tell ya once tomorrow is over I am going to make the most out of the my last 4 days here.Plan all kinds of things to do.Plus the big clean up before I go.I always try to leave the house spotless.Well,I guess I'm gonna go now.Let today be a good day.